Reddit · 21 Jan 2021
I’ve been pursuing this for a few years, I have all the appropriate pieces in place, and I still feel completely out of control with all of this. Does this ever change? Is this just what this is?
I’m just tired of being frustrated with this. I’m tired of doing everything in my power and still feel like I’m on the outside looking in. Constantly thinking “ok in getting close to booking something I can feel it, I’m starting to notice an increase in consistency of audtions... this has to mean something...” and then…